28 November, 2005
2:28 AM
I've finally found it...this yulky tastin thing that has a surprisingly soothin after-taste...something i'd remember. Kinda difficult to digest, but it'll be processed and passed out anyway...sooner or later. Doubt i'd wanna taste it again tho.
Have been extremely disorganised the past few months or so...can't seem to be able to follow through with any plans tt i've set. I feel so underachieved...lousy. Funny how i've always been held back by temptations after temptations, realised it, and yet still allowed myself to yield to them. I'm jus too loose with myself...does it take alot of effort to exercise discipline? If so, I've really gotta start finding back that energy and channeling it else where. If i can do away with the ciggys, i know can do this...i have to!
Some stuff that i really wanna do:
1. Get a coaching certificate
2. Earn and save enough money to fund my trip
3. Keep myself fit and tan
4. Juggle FYP and part-time jobs
...etc
Inspiring Words
"The greatest pleasure I know is to do a good action by stealth, and to have it found out by accident."
- Charles Lamb (1775-1834)
"It's true, some wines improve with age. But only if the grapes were good in the first place."
- Abigail Van Buren
"Just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a bandage to cover wounds."
- Hugh Elliott
"The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself."
- Oscar Wilde
"The best thing about pain, it tells you you're not dead yet."
- the movie G.I. Jane
"Generosity is giving more than you can, and pride is taking less than you need."
- Kahlil Gibran
"You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in
you."
- Dale Carnegie
"Praising what is lost makes the remembrance dear."
- William Shakespeare
