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16 December, 2004
3:37 PM
things which i've ignored and neglected have started to hit back at me...
all the while, the urge and desire to go all out and play, discover new experiences, do whatever i want whenever i want has been burning in me. i wanted total freedom, and the more i'm denied of it, the more i wanted it. so the more i wanted it, the more i wanted to throw the paper away - i lost control over myself.
i wouldn't say that i regretted not focusing more on my exams cos i did enjoy a fair deal of freedom and fun. and in a funny way, it was pretty fun going into the exam hall knowing you don't know enough, and then coming out with a "oh what the hell, jus f**k it!" attitude. it jus doens't matter to me anymore. i dun give a damn about how well i do... BUT! i'm well aware that i really don't wanna extend my university stay. it's not a horrible place, but its surely one that can screw your life and make people more stupid than they actually are already.
oh well, its funny i'm not all that sad at myself failing 2 outta 6 subjects this semester. probably i was already expecting it subconsciously. but i'm jus dreading the fact that i have to retake those D*NM BL**DY S*CKY modules in my 4th year, URHG!!!! ah wat the hell...jus f**k it!
"I don't know what has become of me..."
Inspiring Words
"The greatest pleasure I know is to do a good action by stealth, and to have it found out by accident."
- Charles Lamb (1775-1834)
"It's true, some wines improve with age. But only if the grapes were good in the first place."
- Abigail Van Buren
"Just because you love someone doesn't mean you have to be involved with them. Love is not a bandage to cover wounds."
- Hugh Elliott
"The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself."
- Oscar Wilde
"The best thing about pain, it tells you you're not dead yet."
- the movie G.I. Jane
"Generosity is giving more than you can, and pride is taking less than you need."
- Kahlil Gibran
"You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can in two years by trying to get other people interested in
you."
- Dale Carnegie
"Praising what is lost makes the remembrance dear."
- William Shakespeare
